Why can''t I live in the darkness like others for the rest of my life? Like Walking Dead or drunk to their own grave?
为什么就不能像别人一样一辈子活在黑暗中，醉生梦死？行尸走肉？
Why should I yearn for sunshine and the rising sun?
为什么要向往阳光，向往朝阳？
Because I have seen good things and know what a good life should be like, I was even more precise about what is terrible.
因为我见到过好的，知道好的人生该是什么样的，所以我就更清楚的知道什么是差。
I''ve seen people with good characters, so I hate those with bad characters even more.
我见过人品好的，就更痛恨人品差的。
I had seen kind people before, so I wanted to avoid the black-hearted devil more.
我见过善良的人，就更想远离黑心肝的魔鬼。
I tried my best to get close to good people and avoid bad people. Even if there were many bad people around me, I yearned for the sunshine, rain, and dew in the human world, and I longed for spotless heaven.
我努力在向着好人靠近，我努力在远离坏人，哪怕我身边多是些牛鬼蛇神，可是我向往人间阳光雨露，更向往天堂的一尘不染。
Dreams, you are genuinely more challenging to reach than the highest heavens to me.
梦想呀，你于我难于上青天。
But I still tried my best to grab you. Even if I could only meet you in my dream and become the person I wanted to be in my dream, I was willing to do so.
可是我还是要拼了命般的抓住你，哪怕我只能在梦中和你相遇，在梦中成为我想成为的人，我也心甘情愿。
If I was destined to sink into the darkness and eventually be swallowed up, I would not give up the opportunity to hug a moment of twilight in my dream.
若我这一生注定在黑暗中沉沦，最终被黑暗所吞噬，我也不会放弃梦中可以拥抱黎明的机会。
Even if I could not distinguish dream from reality, I was unwilling to give up my determination to pursue the light.
哪怕我的这一生是梦非梦分不清，我也不愿意放弃追求光明的决心。
Unless one day I die. As long as I am not dead and still alive, I will coexist with the light, even if I can only have it in my dream!
除非有一天我死了，只要我不死，还活着的一天，那么我就要和光明共存，哪怕只能在梦中！
She can control her emotions well. This ability to endure silently is honed through accumulation over time.
她沉得住气，这份隐忍的本领是日积月累中锻炼出来的。
So finally she found out the truth.
所以终于迎来了水落石出的这一天。
But the answer made Xu Qianqian hard to believe it.
可是答案确让徐芊芊不敢相信。
Colorful phoenix? Why? Why was she harming me?
岳彩凤?为什么?她为什么要伤害我?
I understand that people can do whatever it takes for their benefit